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akinoameOkay, so while I appreciate how well I've actually handled myself on this strict budget, with me actually being able to work in some purchases as I get closer to surgery, I think the stress is trying to make me spend again.
I do not need to be thinking, "I really like the way this desk chair looks..." when my current one really is good and even if I got it (mind you, the price is $60, which isn't terrible) for the office, I wouldn't get as much use out of it because I'm working from home most days of the week anyway.
I also don't need to be looking at shoes that I won't really get to wear much anyway, or Sailor Moon jewelry that in all honesty, I kind of just want to recreate but I don't know how to. Especially because I'm reasonably sure that would involve resin and I do not have the patience to learn how to do that without making a huge mess.
Basically my brain is going in a million different directions all at once and driving me insane, especially because I'm running out of things to do to prepare for the surgery and for work (since I have about 3 reports to do that I literally cannot do without help).
I do not need to be thinking, "I really like the way this desk chair looks..." when my current one really is good and even if I got it (mind you, the price is $60, which isn't terrible) for the office, I wouldn't get as much use out of it because I'm working from home most days of the week anyway.
I also don't need to be looking at shoes that I won't really get to wear much anyway, or Sailor Moon jewelry that in all honesty, I kind of just want to recreate but I don't know how to. Especially because I'm reasonably sure that would involve resin and I do not have the patience to learn how to do that without making a huge mess.
Basically my brain is going in a million different directions all at once and driving me insane, especially because I'm running out of things to do to prepare for the surgery and for work (since I have about 3 reports to do that I literally cannot do without help).